I have been in some bad relationships before I married Deitrick and let me tell you, heartbreak is no joke! Loving the wrong person will mess you up more than anything! I encourage all women to value yourself enough to let go of a toxic relationship that will send you spiraling into a depression or even unto death! The only man you should be dying for is Jesus, everyone else can take a backseat and think they are that important! Never allow someone to manipulate your love and it turns into a controlling or worshiping type of relationship rather than an equal partnership! This is to every woman or young girl dealing with heartbreak! Your Boaz is yet on his way! Stay strong, Pray, and learn to love yourself and grow strong during this R&R time. True love doesn't hurt, but bad behavior/lust does!